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HAPPY ALMOST BDAY BEE :D
Oct. 23rd, 2009 | 06:09 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEE :)
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Aug. 23rd, 2008 | 12:14 pm
mood: 
happy
good afternoon everybody, happy saturday.
I actually got to sleep in todayy....yay.
Wow, you guys are really talented. I was reading some fanfics and was just blown away by the creativity and such, amazing.. :D
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;)
Aug. 9th, 2008 | 03:18 pm
location: my desk
mood: 
contemplative
music: the city is at war
I hope everyone got their copy of breaking dawn and enjoyed it as much as i did.
Well, wasnt that story line unexpected.
I wonder where Stephenie gets her ideas.
Don't you think she is so lucky to have seen the Real Edward, even if it was in a dream.
9 more days 'till school. What a death sentence.
Atleast I'll get to see everybody and I have creative writing this year. =]
Yay.
But, we have a dress code.
Yes, hear the horror movie music now.
Pants: tan, Navy, or black. shorts have to go to knee, all pants and shorts have to be worn with a belt. Solid colored.
Shirts: White, ORANGE, royal blue, gray. have to be tucked in at all times. Sleeves. Collared with three buttons, no more no less.Solid colored.
Shoes: Close toed.
No, i do not go to a privite/catholic school.
I go to a normal public school.
Isn't that just horrid?
Pray for me or do whatever you can to get rid of uniforms.
Petitions!
Stikes!
Rebellion!!
What's really strange, is this morning i awoke with this line in my head,
"I felt the silk beneath my fingers, and i opened my eyes to find a ribbon that was so bright and colorful it was like holding a piece of the sky at sun down in my hand."
Has anyone ever heard this before?
IF NOT, ITS MY LINE. =]
thank you and good night.
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Writer's Block: Time Capsule
Jul. 22nd, 2008 | 06:40 pm
location: brandons' couch =]
music: h20
You are allowed to place three items from your lifetime into a box that will be opened in fifty years. What do you put in, and why? Submitted By |
i would put in a picture of my whole family, so that in fifty years i can look back and recall everything about them.
my favorite book and movie. so that i can watch/read them in the future and refeel everything.
and the perfume my mom wears/wore. =] so that if she wasnt HERE anymore i could still remember what she smelt like.
=/
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Jul. 21st, 2008 | 12:47 am
location: rrrrroom =]
mood: 
curious
I think so because our eyes can tell between 3ooo types of grays. =]
randomnesssss. =]
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omfg. O M G!
Jul. 20th, 2008 | 01:46 am
location: mah roooom =]
omg. ah. what if that happens.
i hope not.
my dream ending/ the most perfect ending ever would be that bella all the sudden falls out of love with edward and edward falls out of love with bella. and then bella goes wiht jacob and then all the sudden i get pulled in the book by this magical and mystical force and i land in edwards lap and when i look up into his eyes and he looks in mine we fall deeply and madly in l ove and then i become a vampire and Edward And I 'Live' Happily Ever After For All Eternity.
its just so freakin' perfect. :D
i cant wait. eeek =D
=))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Jul. 19th, 2008 | 09:39 pm
location: beddy byyy
mood: 
amused
my computer is acting up. its saying things like "cannot display website"
ughhhh. O_o
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Jul. 18th, 2008 | 05:02 pm
My ex best friend dara is hanging out with this girl thats done things like special K and purple haze and does weed daily. her name is Briana Baxter.
The reason that kids go bad is because they hang out with her.
I've known her since second grade..and i've seen how she back stabs her "friends", talks about them behind their backs.
Shes going to corrupt dara and i dont know what to do about it.
She is already getting dara to hang out with drug dealers, basers, druggies. And by looking at what happened to her brother who has to take drug tests every week, i think dara might not be independent enough to stand up for herself. I think that she might succumb to peer pressure and regret it.
Goddess. What is the matter with me?
why cant i trust my friends? How come i already know that they wont be there for me..
I've talked to her, i've told her brianas history. I've told her everything that could and probably will happen.
The other night briana texted me saying that im an ugly as* bitc* whos fake.
and since shes been free loading and sleeping at daras for the past almost twenty days, i knew that she would be at daras house.
So i went over there and screamed at her and laughed at her and told her to go fucC richard.
She said she already did and that im a jealous buitch. I laughed and said i wouldnt want him since he probably has stds now. ANd then i lost my temper and went to punch her in her motherrRfucCing Face. when i remembered when we were friends. And when we had a third best friend. Named Sabrina bouter. I miss her. She could probably help briana...bring her back.
And neither does briana.
UGHHH
>_<
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May. 16th, 2008 | 01:25 pm
location: in computer chair...
mood: 
cranky
music: chris brown forever
please dont stop the music...
lah lah lah..its getting late. =]]
haha..
yeah its on the radio. =]
richards mad because dara told me that he kissed her and i called and asked and he said wtf no.
AND then dara was like richard thinks you like him so i called him up and was like are you serious why in the srghoear would i like you? and he said that dara had whispered it to him on saturday WHEN I WAS THERE.
OMG. dara is so o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o stupid.
seriously.
i cant believe her
i think i should tell the guy she likes that she likes him, but im not that mean.
omg.
i cant believe her.
AND THEN MICHELLE THOUGHT I LIKED HER BF. SO I CALLED HER THEN AND THERE AND CONFRONTED HER.
OHMYGOD.
whats going on.
and then i read my horoscope and it was all be careful, you will probably have done something wrong and will get the consequences over the next few days and i was liike NOOOO.
jeeez.
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Yoooo =]]]]
May. 12th, 2008 | 11:16 pm
All of the people whch i love. =]
So anywhosersssss. =]
Me = almost over jeremah.
But only because the kid i used to like and be really good friends with is like coming back into my life.
CONGRATS AVERY. i knew you would fgure it out eventually..you're not stupid.
BEE WHERE ARE YOU...
long time no nothing. =[
SO. I kindasorta still like the kid from forever ago named richard..
BUT all the sudden when i go over to his house to hang out dara now has to come over.
I think that dara is starting to like him. But she never tells me and kim the truth.
I JUST GOT THE POETRY BOOK I ORDERED. AND GUESS WHAT?! MY POEM IS ON PAGE ONNNEEEE!!
=]]]
yay.
omggg. its 1130 pm and i have to wake up at six. and kim wants to go on the computer so .=]
buh bye/. =]
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CINCO DE MAYO.
May. 5th, 2008 | 08:46 pm
Happy Cinco De Mayo Everybody, =]]]]
So you know that kid -Jeremiah- that i told you about a longlonglonglonglonglonglong time ago?
Well it turns out that Kim doesn't like him anymroe but he has a gf...
depppreeesssssiiinnnggg.
As you all know it's been forever since i've posted.
So here i go.
Today at school i had a lot of fun and i talked to Jeremiah..=]
and for some reason he was in my 7th period gym, =]
haha. But really, i think that i'm confused about how i feel about jeremiah -J-.
Like i like him but then again sometimes i dont understand how i like him, What made me like him?
i question myself. which is sad.
And lately i've been going through this self-image issues.
i feel like i'm ugly, but i'm getting more attention from guys than before.it's like i'm new, or something.
Yeah, that's pretty much what happened...
or what i remember happened.
=]
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Writer's Block: Smashed
May. 1st, 2008 | 11:19 pm
chores.
It might not be a "thing"
but its an action that i hate. =]]]]
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Long Time No Post, huh?
Apr. 13th, 2008 | 10:44 am
location: At my desk, thinking about ways to write an essay very fast.
mood: 
awake
So....
i think i have a problem with putting things off.
i have a 3 pg paper due tomorrow on islam, and i still can't make myself write...what a problem..
*sigh*
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LAA
Apr. 6th, 2008 | 03:58 pm
location: colorado
mood: 
accomplished
music: wind and rain
how sad.
i wish spring break lasted for a month. =]]]
Guess what Bee?
I asked my mom if i could go to colorado to vist you during summer and she said who is your friend visting and i was like her mom or her dad i forget...her parnets are divorced,
and she was like maybe..but she thinks you live down here.,,
O_o
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Writer's Block: Family Matters
Apr. 6th, 2008 | 01:47 pm
My brother and sister are older than me so that leaves me as the youngest.
But my sister has two kids that live with me. So that makes me the oldest youngest kid. =]
So in the end i guess i kind of take on the eldest sibling role. =]
very confusing.
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*sigh*
Apr. 6th, 2008 | 12:54 pm
Im tired. As most of you probably are.
I just finished reading ch. 3 of an amazing fanfic and loved it. =]]]
BUT. after that i found this other fanfic that has eight chapters and felt like there was to much going on i felt like my heart was racing to fast i thought i was going to dieee,
it was written very,very,very well but its j/b and barely E/B, and i looove E/B because that's how it should be.
So please author of Shadow and Sunshine ...PLEASE PLEASE PLLLLLEEEEAAAASSSSEEEE make the story E/B, PLEASE. I love the story i love it so much but it kind of hurts to see bella dis Edward so bad But be like oooooh Jake. PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEE.
I beg you, please..
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Writer's Block: Sick Day
Mar. 31st, 2008 | 08:52 pm
location: Couchhhhhh. =]
My favorite thing about being sick would have to be...
people being nice to you and getting to stay home.
=]]]
hehe. i wish that i was sick.O_o then i would have a stupid excuse
not to go to the partyyyy. :]
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Writer's Block: No Laughing Matter
Mar. 29th, 2008 | 06:21 pm
Animal Cruelty.
Serial Killers.
O_o
yeahhh. :[
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AHHH!AHAHAHAHA
Mar. 28th, 2008 | 10:40 pm
location: here
STUPID DUMB IDIOTIC RETARDED DUMD IHATEU MOVIESITE.
ooh-kay. i kindof feel better but not that much. Uggggggggggggggghh.
hoigsroihrwhierhireghioeoihgrehoigrehoig
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Hmm a title...idk. Y don't you guys come up with one. Part 2.=]
Mar. 28th, 2008 | 01:25 am
Then he took out a knife, put the point near my ear, and was about to push down when i woke up. I was breathing hard and had broken out in a cold sweat. It was so life like, so real. I shuddered as i got out of bed and put on a pair of pants and a sweater. It was freezing. It was Sunday morning and i was still freaking out over what had happened Friday. I knew it wasn't real because that kid would have to be as fast as light to come up behind me in less than a second when we were about fifteen feet away from each other, then run back grab the man - which showed have slowed him down a bit- and disappear.
Oh, and all this happened without a sound. It was like a film that was supposed to have sound, but instead, was silent. I walked to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my hair. As i did this i looked in the mirror and studied my features. My hair was a long, dark brown. Which matched the eyes that i wished were green, my skin was translucent, and the bags under my eyes were there, but just barely. I needed to get more sleep. Mom was supposed to be at work even though it was only 4 a.m.
She was an engineer and thought that by getting to work earlier she'd get off earlier as well. So with that thought. I walked into my room, opened the curtain and sat on the window seat. After a few moments of staring out into air i decided to read a book. I was just at the part where Kathy was visting her cousin when my phone rang. "Hello?' I said, my voice groggy from the silence. Who would call at....i checked the clock on my nightsatnd...4:23 in the morning?
"Hey," said a familiar voice, it was Bryan. I thought he slept till twelve on wekkends.
"Such an early call. What are you doing up?" I asked.
"Well i woke up 'cayse i was having that nightmare where Serena broke up with me again. And then i couldn't go back to sleep so i called you thinking that you'd be bored to. Or you'd be sleeping." Well, he certainly thought about his explanation.
"Yeah, i'm bored. Do you feel how cold it is outside? IF i open my window, i bet the rain would feel like snow."
"Ha, i bet it would." Bryan paused.
"Bryan? Did you just try to see if the rain felt like snow?" I snorted at his werid ways.
"Yeah, it did you win the bet," Bryan said, " Do you think i should break up with Serena?" His voice had turned serious and depressed, a big change from his normal optimistic manner.
"Why would you do that?" I thought he was totally in love with her, "Did i miss something?"
"No, but i was thinking that maybe my dreams are trying to tell me something. Something like 'you should break up with Serena before she breaks up with you. ' " Maybe he's right, i thought.
"Don't do that. What happens if she's supposed to be your soul mate and you break up with her? If you do that, you'll spend the rest of your life telling me how i should have told you no. And you'll have 12 cats, 3 birds, and a pet sock named Sugar." Wow, i really need to think about what i comes out of my mouth before i say it.
"Maybe your right," He chuckled, "maybe your a physic and you know that Serena and i are meant to be."
"Maybe.." I answered not really listening, but getting comfy so that i could get back to my book.
"What are you doing?" Bryan suddenly asked.
"Reading. You?"
"Talking to you." He said as if i should know better.
"Wow, you must be bored," hmm, i can't believe that Kathy's father is dying. "Don't you have a geography project due monday?"
"Yeah, i guess i should do it now since your trying to get me off the phone." I could hear the smile in his voice.
"No, I'm not." I answered defensively.
"Yeah, sure. I believe that." His voice was thick with sarcasm.
"Okay, i was," I surrendered/ He was going to bother me about it either way. So why not just give him my permission. "But i'm not anymore. See, i'm putting the book down and not touching it," I slammed the book really hard and threw it on my bed so he could tell i wasn't kidding.
"New Hampshire. I bet there's not even a lot of things to do there. And he gives me this state, when he knows that i would rather have California or Nevada or something, and Se-" Something smacked against my window. I looked outside and saw the kid from the bridge standing there. His face covered by the cloud of darkness that was shrouding the moon. A sudden gust of breeze made his hair and clothing fly around him. The cloud finally passed the moon and for one second, one millisecond, the moonlight shown on the boys face with such fire and grace that his features will be forever embedded into my mind, I closed my eyes against the beauty and when i opened them again he was gone. The leaf that had smacked against my window blew away, and as i watched it slowly fall back down to earth, my mind unfroze.
"Hey Liz, are you listening?" Bryan asked.
"Huh? Yeah, go on." As Bryan continued on about him and Serena going on a date Tuesday night, i wondered if i was going crazy. Maybe i'm hallucinating. As i imagined over and over again the boy's face in my mind, i fell asleep with the phone in my hand.